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DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Sunday, November 14, 2010, 11:18 AM
Adam Lambert
The holidays are here, at long last. But I'm not feeling any happier. I don't know why, everything's over before I even know what's going on. Maybe I just hate it when I don't know what's going to happen next. Gahh. And I'm possibly quitting ballet. Don't askme why. Maybe its just hormonal imbalance or something:/ And I thought I'd left all those feelings of insecurity locked in the past. I guess history will always catch u with you, or its just fate playing with you. I know it seems totally melodramatic, cos there's like really nothing that I can be sad about. Yeah, I suck at dance. Don't need to hide the fact. And I'm fat, it's true. I'm not getting anywhere. I'm getting dumber. I'm lost, lost, lost. Fag. What's wrong with me? I'm sick and tired of myself. The inability to do anything right. For not being recognized for doing everything around the house. Day after day, exams, holidays, sickness, tears, this all ain't never good enough excuses. Whatever, it's all my fault. And what can I do? Sit down and cry? I can't make it through the rain. Yeah, jiang jun isn't unbeatable. Please don't break me |