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DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Sunday, August 29, 2010, 12:10 AM
Gone too soon
Its over; I'll never see your face againHear your voice again I'll just live with this regret And have no one else to blame but myself I always wait till its too late Linger a fraction too long And I let myself be contented with regrets Drown in thoughts; worthless as they are And wish and wish and wish But it is what it is - a wish Wishes don't come true /. I hate school. Or maybe just the lessons. The subject I can take, but why do you always have to make thigns so difficult or me?I know, I'm not a mugger like your favourites in class, but you could be less... harsh? I don't know. Why? Everytime I decide to pull up my socks and do something, for me, for you, you just have to pile shit all over my motivated mood. Thanks, really. I don't know what to say. What do you want? I'm trying, but you have to give me a grace period. I'm no superhuman. /. Stop saying you're a nobody. If you're a noody then I don't think I deserve to exist I'm fat. Ugly. A failure. You're so much better than me. /. I don't get life. Not anymore. Gone were the days where right was right and wrong was wrong. Or even earlier where there was seemingly no wrong. Everything now is wrong. Whatever I do. Or not do. I don't know why I bother. It isn't even about me alone. I could sit in a corner and not give a damn. But I did. for everyone. And its not like I'm not hurting too. Why can't you just grow up sometime? I could sit back, relax, and watch it all fail. I could, but couldn't bring myself to. I can't stand to see laoshi disappointed. Yeah I know its just us, but do you even know the reason behind this? Do you care about anything else other than yourself? Maybe its just me. Maybe I'm mean. Yeah I know, I am. I"m not blind. maybe you are. But I don't really care. I hope you know. I hope we won't regret. Hope. /. If only you knew beyond critism. I need a break, thank you very much. I need time to breathe too, I'm human just like you, if you've forgotten. Maybe you think otherwise but I really hope you realise soon. Maybe I'm to blame. Maybe I don't know how to mange my time. Afterall, everyone else can, so why can't I? Maybe I'm just a weakling who fails. /. Just when I thought I'm going to get better, things come and run me over. Not once, not twice. I don't know, I don't want to be bothered by anything anymore. If life wants to run me down, I wish it'll kill me straight and not leavi me lying on the road, staring at the blood, waiting. waiting. waiting for wishes to come true |