Thin Ice;

combined practice and ord (yesterday. oh i mean the day before-.-)

ord was sad. even before dance ended i alr cried. not sure why i could suddenly cry for nth. sure did scare everyone, including me. okay that's not the point.

there's no point. to know what happened during ord, you can go to so many other dancer's blogs. highlight was the chilli(!!!) and crying. chilli padi was wtf-ly hot. tried one. ate two mouthfuls and spit everything out, ran to the basin to clear my mouth and all. when i was done, i accidentally wiped my whole face with my hands. ohdfammitshit. burning face was the result five minutes later. it is so not fun. after that was the usual stuff, then the emotional and touching and inspirational speeches. which led to tears, of course. don't ask me how i felt at that time. happy sad disappointed tired. or is it everything and nothing? no sense whatsoever. never mind.

combined. better mood overall. same thing- want details, go to other people's blogs.

the end.

oh yes, ps pearlynn, the pact:) I WILL DO SPLIT(S) BY THE END OF CHINGAY (20FEB2010), and pearlynn shall do a qian fan:).

so kaypo for what? eh jlin:)

I'm sorry.

I didn't mean for it to be like that. Should have known. Should have known better. What we wanted was simple. Just peace and for everyone to be happy. Underestimated the power of negative emotions, forgot how still waters run deep. How could i be so naive, and think that all was well. I'm sorry i screwed. I'm sorry i was dumb. Well i suppose we had to take chances. Sorry i chose to jump across the river, instead of walking the wrong way. Now i'm drenched. I chose the wrong path this time. Tell me the next time round