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DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Thursday, October 22, 2009, 10:09 PM
happiness? well i guess they made the right choice. i'm selfish, jealous, mean, and above all, evil. so. suppose i can't actually blame others. it's just me. what the hell is wrong with me? i shouldn't be feeling this way. no, not at all. what kind of a friend am i? what kind of a loser freak am i? so what if i wasn't the chosen ones? so what? it just goes to show that i'm not good enough, and i shouldn't envy. now i know, made the right choice. after all, i admit i'm anti social (well, kind of) and i don't suppose i'll ever get around to speaking in front of a crowd, will i? seeing as i suck at oral. and oral is one to one. sigh. i hate this feeling. should be happy. argh. but how?then theres results to speak of. they're not great, but right now i don't seem to give a damn. maybe it's all reeling in my head, i can't really seem to get things in. i know that once reality sinks in i will cry. again. me and my lousy moods shall come back to haunt. gonna get back the rest of the results again tomorrow. sigh. right now, nothing seems to go right. pray that it'll be better soon. people say i shouldn't be upset. then what do you want me to be? act crazed and go mental and be over-high all the time? btw it's me not you, so you don't have no right to command me to be happy or sad. not like i care in the least anyway. am cannot stand it. just some idiotic freak who hates her friends. :( confused and dumb. and a complete evil asshole, i may add. yeah well, that's me, and i'm TRYING to change. evil bastard. thats me. i have issues. i don't care. what the hell am i going on about? dance tomorrow. finally. time to get back in shape. time to let go of everything, worries and frustrations, and concentrate on the one thing i love. but suck at |