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DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Friday, September 4, 2009, 10:37 PM
sometime when the tears fall, you are beyond realising it.last day of term three. eoys are coming :x holidays are a complete waste of time. there's no difference. what the hell. dance even means less dance. only twice, instead of thrice. sigh. today's dance did some floor stuff, we finally have the hall:) then after that laoshi mainly concentrated on the guys, so the girls could just do anything, lian gao qiao or fan, and stuff. i did abit of qian fan, and mostly concentrated on cartwheels. managed to do a few straight line ones:) aiming for ariel next! :) after that was the usual, pt then home and stuff. haiz, don't mind me, i sometimes wander on my own. one has to think. everything is driving me crazy. if only the world was a simpler place where once life gets too tough, you ca just disappear for the time being, until the storm passes over. ha-bloody-ha. how i wish. right now the storms are happily lining up, and it's one blow after another. i don't need this. one day, you won't see me anymore, cos guess where i am? gone, dead and went off somewhere better than this life i'm living. look, you big eejit. you want to prove yourself to other people, you mut at least know what to do right? not force yourself to do it, and make yourself weaker instead, and make us all worry for you. and then when things don't turn out the way you want it to be, you blame others. you start throwing your tantrum around. you start being a complete bitch and make everyone else's life a living hell. you make us worry. you want us to sympathize with you. you want us to listen to your endless complaints and rants, and comfort you each time you say that. all that, just because you're unhappy. WHAT ABOUT US? all you think about is yourself, you keep on thinking that you are the poor ol' lady with a horrible husband and lousy parents etc. us? wth. when we want the best for you, you say we are irritating pigs. you show us your attitude. when we show care and concern for you, what do you care? you don't give a damn. yet, a small little thing that we accidentally neglected can cause you to flare up like a volcano. do you have brains, missus? obviously not. seriously, i'm sick and tired of this all. what the hell, since when has it become my fault whenever things go wrong? why is it always me? i wasn't even fishing involved! damn you, all you think about is yourself, what do you care? you can't even look beyond your sodden pathetic specs, no wonder you're so naive. the worlds way way wayyy bigger than the radius of your damned house okay, get this into your brain. what the hell is wrong with you? you aren't the only person to suffer this fate kay. we are too. damn you. and if you think you're so great you can just go out. go on, go prove yourself.i dont care anymore. i'm way past caring. this is too much, and i;m not to blame. you ben shi jus zuo ba. stop being such a dense freak and wake up. this world doesn't revolve around you. je t'aime. i'm afraid things are going to change real soon. do you know? |