Shut up, just shut it, shut it, shut it!!! Do you know how much this is hurting everyone? Do you know that not everyone wants to hear you repeated rants and grumbles for the millionth time? Have you ever thought that you aren’t the only one suffering? Have you ever spared a though for others? HAVE YOU?

I don't care, okay. I don't care already. Whatever you do or say won't matter to me anymore. Will you just shut it? I’m sick and tired of you two blaming each other, and calling each other names. Hello, you two behave worse than five year olds. What the hell is wrong with you? Do you think ranting out every second of the day is not going to affect me? Taking my results for granted, tsk. Hey, my A’s don’t come by miraculously you know. I need to study. And it wont help when all you do is scream at the top of your voice how he sucks and how irritating he is and how he dui bu qi everyone. Okay, he IS all that, and the point here is I DON’T NEED YOU TO TELL ME. I know already. You abcdefg loser. Fine, he sucks. Fine, he is an irritating asshole. So what?

I don’t need to hear you screaming yet again on a random Sunday night. I don’t need to hear your voice when I am just about to start studying. Look, the bottom line is that if you don’t shut up soon, I’m gonna have a mental breakdown and I’m just gonna disappear from the face of this earth soon. Just you wait and see if you don’t shut up.

I don’t want to see your tears anymore. I don’t want to be ordered around like a slave anymore. I don’t effing want to live here anymore. What choices do I have, though? What can I do, except sit here and watch you two, one go crazy and one go violent? What can I do?

Don’t blame me if I don’t believe in god or anything, you were the one who drove all faith in me to its grave. Whatever you believe in, I won’t. because so much so for happiness, peace, joy, love etc. all I see now is bitterness, hate, and anger. The volcano is brewing, beware for it’s gonna burst anytime now. And please protect me, cos I am standing right here.

Je t’aime. Why? Do you know already?  No… don’t leave me in the lurch, come back, I need you. When I fall off the cliff, I will smile cos it happened, not cry because I’m going to be dead.