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Wednesday, September 9, 2009, 9:42 PM

i'll cheer up when the sky falls down and the world ends 
nah just joking i'll be happy... someday 
so sorry if i messed up the end of the day, the last thing i thought would happen was for that protective wall to crumble down, least of all in the mrt station and train. omfgsh. man, and i thought the wall could last me longer. sigh. overestimation. sigh.
today's dance practice:
wnet for ms tan's for about 15minutes, then rushed down. laoshi played some charades game. then after that was some weirdo warmup, a mix of both PA and the usual and laoshi's (my fave) warmups. heh. learnt new dance. sigh. i suck at mass dance. then laoshi focused on the guys, so we were free. i did stunts and fans4, well, as usual. did some she2, which failed miserably. my cartwheel improved, A TEENY WEENY bit. *at some point of time here, the secones appeared:)sorry, i don't know a thing, was too busy stunting* oh well, takes time, so they say. tried qian fan. thanks xinyu for helping me to get that standing up part right. went for lunch. i ate bananas and an apple. and an entire bottle of  chrysanthemum. healthy me:) amanda, be jealous! :) haha. then went up to halll, tried doing ariel. it sucks. i don't understand the jump/hop thing. adn kelly gave up. hee. ohwell. slept with zoe and michell. zoe kinda freaked everyone out, she started laughing for nothing. crazy girl. :) hmm. the usual stuff followed, then yiyang, joanne, yilin and xin yu taught us the flush toilet dance:)
then came the wet part! credits to the secthrees for organizing the whole thing:) haha, water bombs!! :) got totally wet. no thanks to jingkai who dumps entire bucketloads of water on unsuspecting people. :D let the water wash away all the sweat accumulated the entire day:) then debriefed and went to change. slacked then left school.

the dam burst today, when i least expected it to. 
i wish i could have been stronger, but i guess one cannot control everything, we aren't god, after all. 
the facade is all that can hide me now, how long can it cover me, when all that is left has been reduced to dust when the wall crumbled under the immense pressure? hopeless, helpless, imbalanced~ i want to hide behind the wall, but it has since disintegrated.
and so, even if you're torn apart inside, fake a smile - for the rest of the world.

If no one will listen - kelly clakson
Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think that there's enough you might drown

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one is left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are
I will be here still

No one can take you where you alone must go
There's no telling what you will find there
And God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones
It's screaming every step, "just stay here"

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
[ Kelly Clarkson Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] 
If no one is left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are
I will be here still

If you find your fists are raw and red
From beating yourself down
If your legs have given out under the weight
If you find you've been settling for a world of gray
So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one is left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are
I will be here still