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Tuesday, September 29, 2009, 10:48 PM

Cause everything is never as it seems
Fourth month anniversary of the inaugural Asian Youth Games. We have obviously moved on since then, but i can be assured that the mention of 'ayg' will bring back fond memories.
what has become of us today? i often find myself asking this question. well, i suppose things have to change, but i feel (no offense) that we have become slacker,  slower, badder, etc. in other words, changed for the worse. i just hope that things will go back to what is known to me as normal after exams. i want to feel the NHDS legend burn on, in this era, in our batch.
instead of doing chinese, i was half falling asleep, and ended up writing this abstract piece of... poem? dunno, but it really explains my feelings these days. sigh. now i have second thoughts about posting this. 
ah well, i shall be nice and do it. here goes:
hurt and confused, do you know?
now i want to cry
let the heavens open
but the lock-
it's stuck
and i don't know how to pick the lock
i wish you'll understand
that i can be slow
and dense
so please explain yourself

sitting here
holding emotions in check
inside
they're rushing around
blizzards
sometimes i wonder

these four walls
the stress, the noise, the distractions,
i cannot concentrate
i cannot seem to read
the words blur 
before my eyes
panic
that familiar feeling of
dread engulfs me
of tears that bang 
hard against the locked gates
the feeling of
failure

i see them all
huddled together
it's like they've known each other
forever
the bond is so strong
i'll never break it in a 
million years

it's all false laughter
excellent pretense
you'll have to look past the facade

when will i find the answers?

but then again, there's more to life than sadness and loneliness is it? haha well i'll just have to find it.-.-
man. EOYs are driving me mad. i need
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL 
SELF CONTROL
fk