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DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Wednesday, September 2, 2009, 10:59 AM
baby i just wanna die in your arms~ cos what's there to live for?realised i've changed. for better or for worse, that's entirely up to you to decide. the sparkle of life has since disappeared. i dubt i would be here if not for dance. strange but true, it seems absuard that i should be alive soley for dance. but then, come to think of it, what do i have to live for? i have no life. everyday has become a blur, i dont know what's going on anymore. just scrapng through each day, and it doesn't help that everyone's already attached. no it doesn't. life's just a facade. i shall just have to live with this. try and make it through each day. i will survive. the reasons are too much. each blow is knocking me down. how long will i be able to stay standing? when will i fall? if i do, how will i fall? will it be graceful falling, like a tree slowly crashing to the ground? or will i just crash, like a landslide. a huge boulder rolling off a cliff? i don't know. i don't think i will, until it's too late, anyway. if i wrote it all right here, this post would never end. even minor, trival issues have me screwed. why? and i used to be strong, at least, that's what pople tell me. though you never know, it might all be a mask, you never know. /edit today is horrible. stomach pain like crazy. until now, and the pain's getting worse. even if the pain is killing me, i'll still keep dancing:) morning: uneasiness. after school: super hungry, went to kope sining's bread. dance: during warmups the pain was still bearable. then went to run around 4th floor. came back worse. but the prospect of fans later on made me decide to continue:) hmm. during fans, i think the pain got better, or maybe i just ignored it:) hahas. then. PT. help. pushups really felt like giving up. but seeing everyone, just 'cheng zhu', must not give up. i don't care. strong:) running. hah, for once i'm thankful that they run slow. so i could just half run half walk. ooops. i think i've just let on that i slacked during pt. ooops! 0.0 well anyway, came home, did 50 cartwheels before i ate dinner. horrible mistake. shit. die. shouldn't have done all the cartwheels, shouldn't have eaten. now i'm sitting in front of the computer suffering the after effects of my sheer brainlessness. /. people say i'm pessimistic, negative etc. i prefer to think it a realistic. oh well. look. this just shows that i AM pessimistic. lol. i'm going mad. on a random note, i love laoshi. he's just about the greatest and nicest person on earth. i love him to bits:) well you know what i mean... and i respect him. alot. his presence seems to solve everything, sometimes. no promises - shay ward Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love. Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high I don’t want to let go, girl. I just need you to know girl. I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms Here tonight Hey baby, when we are together, doing things that we love. Everytime you're near I feel like I’m in heaven, feeling high I don’t want to let go, girl. I just need you you to know girl. I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms I don’t want to run away, I want to stay forever, thru Time and Time.. No promises I don’t wanna run away, I don’t wanna be alone No Promises Baby, now I need to hold you tight, now and forever my love No promises I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms I don’t wanna run away, baby you’re the one I need tonight, No promises. Baby, now I need to hold you tight, I just wanna die in your arms Here tonight. je t'aime. i just wanna die in your arms tonight. how do you feign indifference, when the rest of you isn't compelling? |