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Saturday, August 29, 2009, 11:59 PM

asia's zest
today, or rather yesterday  (considering the time), was the two month anniversary of AYG. the highlight of the year, 29062009 was a day everyone looked forward to, and when it was over the feeling in our hearts was indescribable. the tears we shared, the jokes we laughed at, the times we had, the sweat we sweated, those would all but remain memories, etched in every dancer's heart. how i wish time could rewind, and we would be able to playback, but this time, i would make everything perfect. i would redo all those screwed up parts. all that is left now are memories, bittersweet, and regrets. regrets filled me up, the fatal error. and then, i missed the memories.. if only i hadn't gone home so early... my life would have been different. things would be in a different perspective altogether. the frozen mementos, photos would be a new and improved, different set altogether. that was only once, i've missed the chance. no matter what they say, no matter what happens, even if the scene was re-enacted all over again, it wouldn't be the same. it wouldn't. never, until another great opportunity, YOG, comes up, and i swear i'll do my best to prevent anything from screwing, on my life. never again. and i promise i'll never slack in dance, never, if we get to do yog. i will practise until nothing can ever go wrong.
this is the time, this is the moment, just believe, our dreams will come true, hand in hand we strive to do our best~

except that moment, what was i thinking? what did i do? i screwed it up, the dance that was supposed to be perfect. why why why? not picking up that bamboo, that was a fatal error. i will never forgive myself for choosing to leave it there. i never thought, dammit, never. it was all over in a flash, and mercifully, the tears came only after i ran in. thank god, or everything would have become worse. i'll never trust myself  with that ever again. i'll just be screwed, the way i was made. laoshi had already said, hold on to the gun, DONT let it drop. never. and... what the hell was i doing?!?!


to see a world in a pile of sand and a heaven in a wildflower, hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour~