lotsa things on my mind, updating to tell you whats new.

i'm failing all my tests, homework has gone into overdrive, don't bother talking about family, and i think i'm falling for someone. please give a standing ovation. how much worse can it get? other than the fact that i'm trying very hard to not let everything fall apart completely, yeah, everything's fine and dry. have to work hard and study for common test. i need to find a study partner (other than mei qian aka kreacher in school). 

hopefully i will be able to reverse my fate. 

thanks justina, when you hit rock bottom, there's nothing you can do except climb back up. and then there's the one 'what does no kill only makes you stronger'. great. done for today. have to go do hw and sleep.

sleepiness is the new trend. hello, the new hini. only this time it's worse than hini. for hini there are cures and vaccines and everything, but, like i mentioned in the last post, there isn't a cure for this YET. hopefully they'll come up with one. I NEED IT REAL SOON.

oh and btw, amanda taught me a new way to curb the hunger pangs even right after you eat. apparently, the trick is to eat for 20 frickin minutes. but the sad fact is that i simply don't have the time to spend 20 precious minutes just eating dinner. anw, i tried yesterday. i took 10 minutes and i was dying. from waiting for the time to pass. damn. managed to stop eating for awhile. :) thanks amanda, for the heplful tactic. hahas. got something more i wanted to say but i forgot. damn.