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DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Monday, September 15, 2008, 4:37 PM
I’m sorry I spaced out on Friday. Sorry for making you all worried. I was blanked out. I didn’t know what went wrong with me. Maybe it was the overwhelming feeling I had after all the events that happened and I didn’t really know what was going on.What is wrong with me? I don’t know who I am anymore; everything is spiraling out of my control. Everything is changing. I don’t want change. I don’t want attitude. I don’t want anything. I only want things to stay the same. What is going on? What is happening? What is wrong? There is no choice but things have to be done. I wish, I wish life can be easier. Now the dark clouds cover the sun; I can only hope that it will reappear; because it might nit. You never know… the sky might fall and crush everyone… that would be the end; then, again, at least there’s an end. All I see is a winding road. I don’t know when it will end. Will there be a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Or will it be an endless dark pit that will swallow it all up? All that we’ve strived for, all that we’ve achieved. Is this what we live for? Live; life. What is the true meaning of all this? When we die, will we regret all that we have not done? But what is the use? Doing all that we’ve done for our entire lives, wouldn’t it be a waste, an effort gone down the drain? What will happen then, to all the materials that we’ve acquired? What’s the point? Why? Answer me. Os there even an answer? People say God is there, but where is He really, when I need Him most? Does your heart ache? Does your heart want to scream out loud? What do you feel? What can you do to prevent the tears from falling? Why do your tears even fall? Is there always a reason? Why, mummy? Why, God? Why does it hurt so? Why cant anything go my way? Not even for once. Cant you even let me try? You wont even let me have a chance to show the world I can do it. No, not once, not ever. I have failed- Or was it you- Failing, yeah people say it’s a part of life, maybe they haven’t even failed before. When you keep failing, one day, one day, you will give up. No one will try forever. There is a word: resign. Haven’t you heard of it? So common, in this unhappy world of ours. See, the little details of the world. Missed by so many: a beggar on the street, a funeral. All that we do not wish will happen, will happen, eventually. Only time will tell when. What is this world really like? A question worth pondering… |