DANCE
the vertical expression of a horizontal desire legalized by music
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Dancer yyk NHDS♥; 18051995; yyk_1995@hotmail.com People
Yanying SiewBoon Karmun Sherrry Pamela Nicholas Evelyn Sining Amanda Jingwen Jinglin Kelly Kityarn Michelle Nicolette Sixiu Xuanlin Yanting Yingpei Yingying Yuwen Yvonne Zoe Alfreda Chanhong Gindelin Huiping Joanna Leila Natalie Xuejing Xuening Charlene Justina Noreen DONT CLICK HERE! Credits Designer: Anonymous Pictures: istockphoto |
Monday, August 11, 2008, 3:54 PM
21/7Hmm, everyone is sick. Must be due to the wet weather. I’ve been sneezing for the past few days myself. I hate getting the flu. Beware, don’t come near me or else you might get sick too. Nah, just kidding… Anyway, I was on the phone with Odelia just now. We were talking about how tiring the NDP practices were. It’s like I come home after practice and totally zonk out.(zzzz…) So much for doing my homework ._. I miss my friends so much. Math teacher was really mad at us today, cause we wasted like 15 minutes of her lesson and she only had half a period left to teach. But I don’t see the point in her teaching anyway. She bursts into giggles after almost every sentence she says. Wonder what in the world is so funny. 0.o. Stupid Chan came in first thing this morning and change our seats. Personally, I like my seat very much, thank you. And guess what. Charlene was moved to the other end of the class room. And during lesson we, like, make the least noise. I mean, we don’t even disturb other teacher’s lessons. (Well, except for the math teacher but that’s a different story altogether). So, poor, innocent Charlene was condemned to the far end of the class, lonely as can be. ____, I will so get back at you for disrupting innocent people’s life… 22/7 Today I ponned school. Well kind of. Cause I am not really sick. But I didn’t want to go to school. Only felt a little sick when I woke up this morning, then I went back to sleep, and after that I was quite ok. Anyway, the Chinese test that I did last week was kind of ok, considering I didn’t really study for it (even though my expectations were higher). And how tragic, I only need one more mark to get an A2. I need that precious ONE mark!!! Maybe I can squeeze one more mark in, since I haven’t seen the paper yet. Must go and gen lao shi tao fen tomorrow. Yesterday Ms Jane was in a foul mood during ballet lesson. She hardly talked except to say ‘do it again’. Actually, I think some of our standard really sucks. L*Sighs*. LL 26/7 Everyone is lying, putting on a false front. Never completely trust anyone. What has become of this world? Our attitude towards life? How we treat people. When friends are not your friends, when friends don’t trust each other. What has become of the trust that we supposedly instilled in each other? A little dispute is all it takes to destroy everything, every trace of friendship that was once so strong. When your friends aren’t your friends, when whatever is said has no truth in it at all. What will you do, at times like this? What can you do, even? Stand in a corner, alone, and watch the betrayal wash away all that stands in its path. One wrong word is all it takes. Backstabbers, badmouthers, betrayers, the destroyer of friendship, with the end result of lonliness. We can choose what we want. It all depends on us. To be selfish or not, to say no, or yes, to lie, or not to lie. Everything, every decision is our own choice. Do not blame others for what is bestowed upon you. I’m so bored bored bored. Nothing interesting happens in my life. Like, people living in Beverly Hills are either 1) Hollywood stars, or 2) extremely, filthy $$$$$(rich). But not like I want to be one of them anyway. I just need to sort of spice up life on Sundays, cause Sundays are boring days. I have nothing to do, except homework. And who in the world will want to do homework? And on a Sunday too. Horribly bored boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored boredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredboredbored… Get what I mean? Am I that beastly to you that the only time I ask if you are tired is when I want something from you? Anyway, since when has “are you tired?” become a means of wriggling something out of you? Seriously, you think too much. And the whole point is that you don’t have t be so hostile that you have to shout at you when I’m only being concerned about you. I shall not bother about your complaints anymore, since I get scolded or shouted at when I care. What is this? I have a right to be angry, mind you. And of course I am damn pissed. What do you expect? You got angry when people were nice to you. Look at how you acted when I said something nice. You wimp, you never understand whatever I want. You don’t think you just do everything on impulse. And look what happens when something goes wrong? Who is to blame? Saying one wrong word will cause you to go crazy. I think the person who needs counseling is you, not anyone else. If you are stressed, say it out. Why must you act as if the whole world is against you? Asshole. And to think I loved you and worried myself sick over you, and even though I still love you, I will always love you. Caring about you only gets me into some kind of dumbass scolding. Please, what the hell is this??? And I thought you cared, when only now; I realize you fight for the sake of fighting. I can’t believe I was so stupid. And after all that I did too. What is your problem? Why can’t you just accept it? You are stressed, you know it, and yet you refuse to do anything to let others help you. Fcuk. You’re just as deaf, stupid and naïve as ever. I thought… I thought it can change. Freak. You made me hate you and me. But, then again, maybe you feel the same way… well then, blame everything on us being stupid. Preview!!!!! Yesterday was the best performance so far, but we will, no, correction, we MUST do even better next wee, cos next week is NDP. Yay, I can’t wait!!! Laoshi said we did quite well which, Nicholas says, means better than last week. I’m like so happy now. And Nicholas also said that a mysterious person came up to two of our dancers and said that the defense minister and minister of state or some important people said that our performance were beyond their expectation. I was bursting with joy and pride when he said that. Lalala. We will win this battle!!! Jia you, nhds!!! JJJ Ying’s behavior was as usual, and I was damn fed up with her cos she’s so rich she can waste her messages, snd she thinks I can waste my mssages also. NDP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE ITS OVER. IM SO GOING CRAZY. JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE ENCORE OF THE WHOLE SHOW. THEN MESSAGE SPAMMING. HAHA. I SENT LIKE 50+ MESSAGES IN LESS THAN 2 HOURS. TALK ABOUT SPAMMING, PPL. OMG OMG OMG. OMG IM SO CRAZY I CANT STOP TYPING IN BLOCK. The corporal/the chairperson of the whole NDP said we were great!!! OMGYAY!!! Jiayous for the upcoming SYF, nhds. We rawk!!! And we will overcome all battles and obstacles. JYJYJY! NAN HUA DANCE IS DYNAMITE AND IF YOU MESS WITH DYNAMITE IT’LL GO TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK BOMB! DYNAMITE BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB DYNAMITE! NAN HUA DANCE IS DYNAMITE AND IF YOU MESS WITH DYNAMITE IT’LL GO TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK BOMB! DYNAMITE BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB DYNAMITE! NAN HUA DANCE IS DYNAMITE AND IF YOU MESS WITH DYNAMITE IT’LL GO TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK TICK BOMB! DYNAMITE BOMB BOMB BOMB BOMB DYNAMITE! WEEEEEEEEE!!! Omg I am so flying high. An for people who are crying now, cheer up! Wipe away all that tears AND SMILE!!! |